Gobble those diskoballz

2009-08-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

throat ulcer sucks. i see 8 over white spots on the two sides of my throat. throat cancer? feels like it much. hahaha. panadol is pain's best enemy. tyvm! LOL. my headache and body ache is gone. will get h1n1 again?

9 sticks left, and im done with it. _|_ good bye.

This aussie man suck hard core.

2009-07-26T01:06:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/user/Kaydenkoldy

Thanks so much for bothering to reply my messages AND SHOWERING ME WITH SARCASM DUDE.
i dont see any reasons to hate singapore if she didnt offend you spoilt brat bastard.
Definitely subscribing to ihateKAYDENKOLDY. hahaha you're a loser, at least i have FOUR subscribers unlike you, NONE! NOT EVEN YOUR PATHETIC FRIENDS. SUCH A PITY TO YOUR CUTE LIL FACE, wasted.

GAKI NO TSUKAI!

2009-07-25T19:21:00.000+08:00

hahahahahaa its the 13th episode of the 24 of gaki no tsukai (hospital). this is the funniest among the rest. watch it even you havent watched the beginning! hahhaha. wait till the 3333 part! LOL

I <3 G & JC. ;P say no to temptations. say no to fats. burn mother f*cker burn!

2009-07-12T18:56:00.004+08:00

reasons why...
i started smoking first because i thought it was cool cuz my parents did.
i quitted smoking cuz everybody else were not.
then i went back to smoking cuz everyone around me were smoking.
now i should stop cuz God told me not to.
not cuz im thinking that God is cool, but just cuz i love Him.

God spoke to me this morning and said i shouldnt club till i finish my O levels. was that God? anyhow, its for my benefits. even if i pass Os or not, i should stop clubbing and take a rest away from mind & noise pollution. i can always open zouk, open butter fact, open powerhouse at home. LOL.

i want to be a prophet, to proclaim justice.
i want to be a priest, to show compassion.
i want to be a king, to empower people.

God blessed the riches to bless the others.

Read it out loud eef yaw dirtaye, then larffff.

2009-07-11T04:14:00.001+08:00

On a bus, two men with really strong accents start a conversation.
The lady next to them eavesdrops.

"Emma come first. Den I come. Den two esses acoma together. I come once-a-more. Two esses, they comma together again. I come again and pee twice. Then i come one lasta time."

"You dirty-mouth pigs! In this country we don't talk about our dirty sex lives in public!" the lady exclaims.

"Hey, whats sa-matter for you?" says the man "Im a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell 'Mississippi' "

What to do?

2009-07-10T21:26:00.003+08:00

Everytime i go to church, not for myself's good that i pray and cry, but for world's peace and everyone else's well. you dont know how distressful it is to see others care for themselves but not the rest around. "What have we done to the world? Look what we've done."

[Lisa Lavie's cover for Earth Song by Michael Jackson.]

HOMEWORK ROCKS, just for the time being.

2009-07-08T22:32:00.001+08:00

set on a hiatus mode. till im up for some interesting story to share. i know im boring and lazy. buhbye.

“Dance On For Michael Jackson (1958 – 2009)"

2009-07-02T18:49:00.003+08:00

To the King of Pop who sets our fashion trends,
An astounding icon of the music industry,
An indispensible inspiration to dancers all over the world,
His legend burns on.

Before Obama, there was Michael Jackson
A symbol of Love, Peace and Hope for a better tomorrow.
From establishing a bridge between the blacks and the whites,
To setting up The Neverland to bring out the child in all of us,
To Bringing the world together as one through his music,
And gradually having known as The KING OF POP!
Michael Jackson still holds the WORLD'S BEST-SELLING ALBUM OF ALL TIME title with 'Thriller',

Created the Moonwalk and is known for his poppin & lockin,
Sold more than 150million copies worldwide.
Is the ultimate idol of many uprising stars like Usher and Neyo.
And the list goes on and on.
There is a bit of Michael Jackson in everyone of us…

Come 05 July 2009, Sunday
We cordially invite you to come down and have a helluva of time at
The Neverland Party
“Dance on For MJ”
Bar None, St James Powerstation
Doors open at 9pm

Because we know he wants you to.
Celebrate the joy of music,
Catch some of his greatest music during the party,
And show off those mad poppin & lockin of yours.

**Come dressed in full black and white in the MJ spirit,
AND BE GRANTED PRIORITY ENTRY FOR SHOWING YOUR LOVE.**

Come join us at The Neverland Party
As we go wild re-living our younger childhood days
And let that child come out of you!

This is my tribute to MJ.
This is your tribute to MJ.
Together, be it the color of our skin, the language we speak,
Let’s celebrate his gift of music to the world.
And let this be our tribute to the late King Of Pop, Michael Jackson.

2009-06-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

DEAD

... till i'm alive.

2009-06-25T06:53:00.001+08:00

It's going 7, & i think i'll be late to meet my fellow church members at 8.20. we'll be meeting @ marina bay station. eeeeeks. I CANNOT WAIT FOR CAMP. I HOPE ITS FUN! TEEHEE. good bye my lovesssss. 3 days and im back ya! (L)

LOVE is so surreal.

2009-06-24T09:36:00.014+08:00

I . CRIED . WATCHING . THE . FINALE . OF . MAPLESTORY . ANIME.

AMAZING. i couldnt believe myself for crying over this anime. made me felt so warm seeing how deadly evil monsters can turn into beautifully-hearted beings. i feel so lucky that Satan does not exist in a physical form. i cannot imagine how we can handle him. woah, chim.

questions questions! -
imagine that God did not create any humans, animals, trees, food, water or anything on earth.

imagine that there are no planets no stars, no moons, no sun and no earth.
imagine that there is no God, no you, no me, no we.
imagine if there is NOTHING. NOTHING EXISTING.
(do not think like, hey, but we're already here. this is lame shit. zzz i just want to know how you feel and picture.)
??? What colour do you see? like pure white? or maybe black? or any other interesting colours? (even though colours wont be existing but, w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r) teehee.

how do we save the earth? how do we save ourselves?
Would you rather -
1. Live in a floating house in the air without having natural disasters like typhoon, tsunami, earthquake affecting you, and continue to lead a peaceful life?
OR
2. Stay on earth and think of solutions to solve all the problems that are gonna lead us to Dooms Day created by us humans. If so, what are the possible ways that you can save the earth and us?
(You'll choose option 2, cuz you'll go like, oh im not that selfish la, i want to save the earth. are you seriously THAT noble to do it? im doubting myself already. cmi)

you know that human brains are so intricated and twisted.
we cannot help but to think, ponder, muse & imagine.

TIME: 10:16AM
whooopp deee dooo deee doooooooh~
'Time tooooooo... say goood nightttttttt....' (Andrea Bocelli in mind...)

no more disko for meeeee

2009-06-23T16:23:00.005+08:00

"In light of the H1N1 Influenza A having affected several areas, including the popular nightspot Butter Factory at One Fullerton, we are regretfully sorry for the need to postpone the Titans Party that was scheduled for the 23rd of June. This decision is made with party goers' health in mind and we hope you understand.

We are currently in the process of putting together better health measures before we proceed with this event. This is to ensure that everyone attending the party would be granted a disease-free space where they are able to mingle, dance and have fun.

We seek for your understanding and assure you that we are doing our best to have the Titans Party set in motion once again. Once again, sorry for the inconvenience and have a great day ahead.

Regards,
Tungkaisheng"

MEH! SO THE PARTY IS POSTPONED. WHICH MEANS NO HAPPY PARTIES BEFORE MY CHURCH CAMP. AFTER SINCE THE CASE HAPPENED ON WEDNESDAY, THEY SHOULD HAVE POSTPONED IT ASAP AND INFORMED US RIGHT. WHY WAIT TILL WHEN ITS THE PARTY TONIGHT THEN NOTIFY. %$^#@#$%!&?! THEY COULD HAVE DISINFECTED THE PLACE ON THURSDAY AFTER THE PARTY, FRIDAY DISINFECT AGAIN, SATURDAY DISINFECT FOR THE LAST TIME, SUNDAY INSPECT, MONDAY REST, TODAY PARTY LA. IM NEAR TO TEARS. ZZZZZ. SUCH A LET DOWN. BOOOO!~

I hope DXO will fully satisfy me when im back from my camp. okay, take this postponed event as a day for me to save money, save face, save sleep, save troubles. woooohoooo. so its confirmed that there will be no extends for school holidays right? THEN HOW TO POSTPONE TITANS PARTY TO AN EARLIEST DATE POSSIBLE?! tmr zouk, 25th powerhouse, 27th dxo, 29th go back school isit? or isit the 6th? HELP!@% WHICH DATE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL?! argh, whatever. back to slumber. goodnight!

Changed Skin, Cast Away - Camp Edition (ET Zone)

2009-06-22T05:12:00.007+08:00

as you can see, i've changed the skin and link, zillion thanks to amz.. havta edit some bits some more here and there. ahhh, i feel fresher. hahahaha. okay i promise. more pictures in future...

so i'll be away to St. John's Island for my church camp 'Cast Away - Camp Edition' from 25-27th of june. so yeap.
here's the trailer of the camp, enjoy!~

that's how things goes. RE: HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUAYCHING!

2009-06-21T23:13:00.013+08:00

When i realise what the fuck is father's day, my dad's long gone.
I start fretting over it, even knowing that he's not gon come back.
then I woke up, and I turned to mama, "HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!"

learn alot thru morning's service.
remember that god cannot answer all your calls at once. picture this, person A hope for the rain to come. person B hope for the rain to not come. they both wished that God would answer their prayers. if God really granted their wishes at once, like now now now, the whole world will crash. humans are selfish. we claimed that we love God, we respect God. but when we needed lord, we thought why aint He with us. Why isnt He answering all our needs in our life all at once. everyone wants things, wants it now. just to let you know, your time will come. someday, just one day. God has a scheduled timetable for each and every humans on earth. you havta believe that he managed to plan everything perfectly, so wait.

a song for daddy, June 13th's post.

oh yeah, wuz saying that im gonna change my bloglink soon in FB. but i havta change skin too right. i found one, but i want one something like it just for myself. i need help. hear me? me want something like THIS. blog link on my banner can? :D ieatdiskoballz.bs

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore
QUICK POLL. EXTEND HOLIDAYS THANKS

OH! BTW, HAPPY BELATED 1st ANNIVERSARY BLOGGY BLOG. IM GONNA CHANGE YOUR LINK SOON BUT YOUR BIRTHDAY STILL STAY THE SAME. JUNE 18! :D

2009-06-20T20:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 108TH BIRTHDAY EDWARD CULLEN! SMMWUARH?! (L)

ohoho, look at this. mr nature teaching baby wolf cub to howl. HOW ADORABLE?

tok cock-aysian.

2009-06-20T03:48:00.001+08:00

so sorry for posting so many videos lately but its unstoppable! like what to do? i youtube fan ley. HAHAHAHAHAHA WATCH THIS. SG WHITE BOY TOK SINGWLISH by clicknetwork.tv

so,.... who is ready for New Moon?

2009-06-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

watch it till the end. i go shocked. pooor thing.

2009-06-18T06:00:00.001+08:00

HAHHAHAHAH CONJOINED TWINS.... BY THE PENIS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

2009-06-18T02:33:00.002+08:00

anyways, happy belated birthday to my lovelies...

2009-06-16T06:52:00.006+08:00

<3 long lasting friendship till the end, x0_0x

dance. botak. guys. trannys. drunkards. ah lians. home.

2009-06-16T06:03:00.004+08:00

hi. la la it was a sudden consideration to head to arena for Sound I. was too tired to get there, but sigh, why must every party tempt me so much. good one overall, had fun with the music & tha crowd. when i wuz reaching CQ, i was shocked that jian hao was going too, cuz i thought he'll have to go back to camp the next day and HE'S CLUBBING?! hahahaha. alil bit paiseh but anywayssss. supposed to buy my tic from cherie, but she didnt answer my calls so i bought from randall. there's many things i wanna say it here, but too bad my blog aint private, someone can see it. only joanna and trix know hor. how disgusting can a person be? i can cry by the sight of his face. shhhhush. i got to catch only the last band, and it was good. forgot what the band's name was. 20 minutes later rnb started. cherie joined us. hahaha, SHE WAS INSANE. okay, im okay with it, but joanna and trix was surprised hahaha. cherie, you look like you took drugs... so highhh. hahahha. love you la. saw jian hao, hahahahaha. BOTAK BOTAK. i think i danced very hiong today, i like ^.- wore my mama's top, zzz. oh i saw that botak birthday boy grinding. i jitao >> -.-''' remembered that huayching say he very good at buahing. very fast change target. hahahhaha. HIS FACE IS FIERCE ONE CANCXZ. SH000 SCARIIIECZX! ): joanna saw him pushing some guy, then the face very guai lan. hahahha. as always, that porridge lover. he was so poor thing, he was alone, then he went up to the sofa and sit. i was right below him, enjoying and dancing. hahahaha. OH, i wanted to shake his hand to wish him happy birthday, he say dont need. then i walk off, he pull my hair, then I ALSO PULL LOR! but he no hair, what to do? xD ahhhhhhhhh. cb around 2.30 he msged me to go out of the club find him, i was hesitating, cuz the music waz so GOOOD. okay then i went to queue up to collect my bag, in the end, the party ended. KANASAI RIGHT. so early. i am very happy naocxz i dunchh kn0w whii3xz. kay met botak, then he went home, i g00 7-11 buy dwrink dwrink, then go to bridge slack. i was awaiting for troubles to find me, not i find trouble. kept thinking about the spitting and dick-flashing tai ji previously, hahaha so funny. chatted with botak on phone, then got this two ah lians wear very shimmering then i look look loh. tsk. i told botak say, woah, these days ah lians wear like prostitute. one of them, ang kong siao. i scared right. hahaha. later on, got this bunch of drunk malays sitting opposite of us, kept staring, dont know why. then they came to join us. g0t one very very cute leyyyy. he say i dont look like sgaporean, then guessed im half jap. woah, second person on earth who can tell im half jap. they were too sia0xcz already. hahaha, then they left and join those ah lians cuz they wanted ciggs, in the end all join them loh nvm. then i kept looking at them, i wanted cigarrette too mah, then i stare stare loh. then one of the galz came towards us, then oh oh, trouble lai liao. she asked why i kept staring at her. i say no lah, just want look look only mah, nothing to do, look at every one loh. then i ask say can buy cigg not, she say wait ah. then she walk back scold the friend say waste her time. i cannot tahan i walk down to them, i want settle problem and get cigg. walao, ah lian siol. the shimmering ang kong siao chao ah lian say she dont like ppl stare, i say she pretty then i stare la. got two bapok walk past us we also keep stare, how come they never find problems with us. then she want to start. she say i xia lan her, she start first right. then point point, same thing la. i say, i come over, want to apologize, she treat me this way, then she dont know why so agitated want to slap me. the friend pull me away all. i say, angry dont vent it on me la. settle settle, then shake hand, she say next time see her dont look. then i say look as a friend can or not. lololl. i walk away loh, then go back, ask for cigg. lol funny. im still kinda pissed but, hahah its okay. over dy. looked for toilet pee pee, cab h0mecz. :D I AM SO HAPPY? WHY? teeehehhehe

Black Stone Cherry - Things My Father Said

2009-06-13T05:25:00.000+08:00

The things my father said would make me a better man
Hard work and the love of friends, a woman that understands

I hope my father knows the seeds we've sewn still grow
At night I go to sleep and pray he's watching over me

Somewhere there's a star that's shining
So bright that I can see you smile
And all that I need is one last chance
Just to hear you say goodbye

Sometimes I remember, when you taught me to tie my shoes
One thing I will never forget, is the day that I lost you

I hope you always know the car that we built will always roll

Somewhere there's a star that's shining
So bright that I can see you smile
And all that I need is one last chance
Just to hear you say goodbye

And if you have a dream you better hang on for dear life
And when that cold wind blows, just let it pass you by

The things my father said

Somewhere there's a star that's shining
So bright that I can see you smile
And all that I need is one last chance
Just to hear you say goodbye

happy father's day <3

Celebrity Weekend @ City Harvest!

2009-06-02T00:06:00.005+08:00

14th June.
Vanness Wu, FIR, Liu Gen Hong, singapore's very own actors & actresses will be ther. no idea who else, but its gonna be a fun service i guess. calling people to join me on that great day! dont worry cuz our church is not those super longwinded ones, quiet ones, sleepy preaching and so on.

anyway, my favourite songs sang at city harvest! :D
FIRST!!!(couldnt find the chc version by alison yap, so i chose this.)

SECOND!

THIRD!

FOURTH!

FIFTH!

Vaunt IV @ St James

2009-06-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

hollayatcha homies. updates updates!
7TH JUNE 09
VAUNT IV@ST JAMES
8pm till late
MIXAGE

Announcing the Arrival of the Kings!In conjunction with The German Embassy and the Goethe InstituteCelebrating The Kings Of Freedom Project in Singapore The Youth Empire and Modellink together presents...

VAUNT IV:
The Arrival of The KingsWill Burn up the Runway track and Paint our fine city Red Black and Gold
For one night and one night alone,St James Powerstation will open her irongates of St James Powerhouse, The Gallery and Bar None to the attendees of VAUNT IV: The Arrival of The Kings!
And for that night, we welcome you to party hard industrial style alongside with us.
VAUNT IV also celebrates the 4th Anniversary of The Youth Empire So come witness one of the most highly celebrated and respected Fashion Runway Parades in Singapore this 7th June 2009!
Bear Witness to the works of 8 Young Talented Fashion Designers as they Dress 16 of Singapore's hottest and most delightfully delectable models!
Catch 16 of them marching down the Runway in their New York Street style glamour combined with Andy Warhol Pop Art and Edie Sedgwick, High Fashioninspired wear!
So once again...
VAUNT IV: The Arrival of The Kings7th June@ St. James Powerhouse, The Gallery, and Bar None
Watch Fashion History in the making! More details coming your way... Another highly anticipated event organized by The Youth Empire and Modellink!

22 fucking bucks for this (i think). not too ex, bcuz its 3 clubs, not too cheap bcuz i dont know hows the crowd that will affect that moment, but it'll still be worth it. just have fun and dance yea! who's in wimme?

will i be ABLE to do it? thousand sighs.

2009-05-28T00:39:00.009+08:00

By 18
i am gonna quit associating with cigarrettes, drugs, pornography, vulgarities, criticism, lethargy, rapacity, anger, jealousy, deception, egoism, vanity, insolence, lacking of confidence...best, something which everyone else are afraid of: sorrow, resentment & melancholy.

By 18
Attend any Lady Gaga's Concerts in SG, MY or Indo.(If there's any.)
Visit to Okinawa, Japan by myself for a week.. (: love spending time alone :)
Have a job which i have total interest in.
Transform my room completely.
Work for my own allowance (:
desired tattoos & piercings to be done.
semi-permanent eyebrow & eyeliner embroidery!
skate till my feet shrink till size 7, I'LL BE SO HAPPY!
MACBOOK PRO, MUST HAVE. or any notebooks upgraded by apple.
ANY SLR CAMERAS!
improve tolerance for liquor.
VISIT TO GENTING FOR ONCE?! HAHAHA with friends preferably ^^
get a pink acoustic guitar and pink ukelele! + a sanshin(an okinawan instrument)! WEEEEH!:D
): a cheap roland's keyboard will do right?
better skin and hair hehehe.
GET FAIRER BY 2 TONES! teehee

this is miyako-jima, my granddad's hometown (:

this is the sanshin. i miss playing it!

do you know how sad it is to see photo albums not filled completely when you need it the most? i've got more than enough pictures of me when i was very young. but my very last photo album i had was filled with my pictures in okinawa 03', last birthday outing with my parents 02', disney on ice 03' and thats all the recent ones i have with the family. the rest were blank pockets with blank nothings. through these years, i've taught myself to be strong and to handle all of the sadness by myself. i should be proud of myself because i am pretty much not affected by all the problems than if it were for others. i have to continue to be strong of course, i've got more to go through single handedly as time goes by. i promise my future children that they wouldnt end up like me living in an unhappy home or whatever else torturing enough. no matter what, i'll still have to thank my parents, for bringing me here to this world of cruelty, but yet somewhere i can learn from my experiences and be harder better faster stronger. peace homies..

KO.3anguo, you wont wanna miss it.

2009-05-23T04:03:00.003+08:00

like seriously, one of best dramas i've ever watched. but you will only understand it after watching KO ONE or Xfamily. Jiro is appearing in the 14th episode! so exciting, i know right. fine fine okay its a friggin cheena drama. yes i hate chinese,but so what? english dramas dont excite me this much, okaykay to me at least. Fridays are awesome, cannot wait for the next episode ;D
its freaking 4.08 now, i've gotta turn in or else i wont be able to join tmr's cg again. guitar hero competition tmr and more fun! then heading to gardens for food and study session with amz of course. so long then.

that is why...

2009-05-19T23:20:00.004+08:00

taller than 180 (MUST)
average build
sing (optional, but at least not tone deaf)
dance(optional, but at least not stiff)
cook (optional, if not, must know howta wash the dishes LOL)
hands that fits mine
must know more than me in everything
can understand my 'retardation'
humorous (MUST)
can tolerate my 'laughs-at-nothing(s)'
eat more than me
mixed (preferably, of course)
english as his best lang
as crazy as me (MUST, if not he cant survive)
'naughty' enough
automatic
not bored when shopping with me
neat & tidy (optional)
can accept that i am not RICH
love sports
clicks well with my mum (teehee)
FREEDOM FOR BOTH
creative ;D
no attitude problem
not choosy for food, okay, for anything.

am i asking for too much? hahahahaha. expectations expectations. random post i know, just noting down what im seeking for. updates tahaha.

2009-05-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

for those who havent watched "enum", please do, like now ^^

this is why i <3 Lady GaGa.

2009-05-16T02:24:00.002+08:00

<3 how insane she can be without fearing.
<3 how she wears all those crazy outfits.
<3 how she can sing so well even being a pop star.
<3 how she amazed me everytime she appears on stage with different performances for 1 song.
just <3 how entertaining she is.

Kaboom (feat. Kalenna) - Lady Gaga

awesome.........

2009-05-11T21:09:00.003+08:00

Anyway,

happy very belated mother's day. here's one of your favourite classics. cheerios.

2009-04-27T18:32:00.003+08:00

since i am now free cuz of waiting for the uploads in facebook to be done, I SHALL BLOG ABOUT MY RECENT EVENTS!

POWERHOUSE ON SATURDAY NIGHT! after library session went to shuyi's house @ potong pasir, waited for her to sneak out and cabbed to st james with alex. alex's friends were too high to get out of the club to pass me a friggin id, so he had to go in himself to borrow one for me. but he got bounced out (did he?) cuz he was wearing berms ( STUPID SHITTY RULES, FASHION ALSO WANTA CARE!) we planned to swap bottoms and then get an ic for me. I WAS SO RELUCTANT TO BUT BO BIAN, WANT TO CLUB, MUST SACRIFICE LOR LOR LOR! went to toilet change with him pants LOR, shuyi be passer hahahahaha. i am so sorry for delaying ya guys time yea. i kept hiding in the toilet cuz I WAS TOO EMBARRASSED TO WALK OUT LAHHHHHHH. IM NOT USED TO WEARING SHORTS TO CLUB WITH HEELS, NOT TO EVEN SAY ABOUT WEARING A GUY'S BERMS?! the berms was so long and i had to fold it all THE WAY UP HIGH LIKE SHORTS. SO TAK GLAM RIGHT. FACE FACE FACE GONE! WENT OUT, ALEX LOOK SO NICE IN MY SKINNIES CAN CAN CAN?! ARGHAHAHAHAHA. then THAT STUPID SHUYI, she asked a girl in the toilet whether i look alright or not. AHHAHAHA. she said i was fine, but would look better in jeans. muahahahah. okay, so i threw my face away and walked back to powerhouse. found a girl who can sign me IN! we tried getting in from dragonfly cuz it connects to powerhouse too, end up we found out that only 21 (right?) and above can enter [I PANICKED!] but okay lah, powerhouse bouncer didnt check id and we went in. chop chop chop. (STILL IN THE VERY MALU STATE) met alex's friends, drank some martell and dno what jug of shit and okay enjoyed! got this indian/malay mix guy that looked like some new urban male worker (-CLAIMED BY ALEX HAHAHA) kept holding my hands when i walked past him. i was shocked for the first time. second time he pull me to him but i walked away. 3rd TIME AGAIN, then dno who whoever one woman was with us one switched place with me. lolololol, then he kept staring! hehehehhe! Alex's FRIEND VERY GENEROUS AH, HAHAHAHA ORDERED A FEW HEINEKEN then let us drink oh. only one bottle for me though. COOL ENOUGH! after awhile, alex's friends all left. before that, alex's camp sergeant (WHICH I GOT TO KNOW LIKE WHEN WE'RE HEADING HOME) adviced alex to look out for me like take care take care all lah. HE DONT LOOK LIKE A SERGEANT CAN! SURPRISING! wondering why overage parties are SO PROTECTIVE. its supposed to be the other way round. underage party less touching touching, overage do what you want. lolololol. woooooooh. unforgettable normal aged party experience, with all the booze and embarrassment. muahahahhaa. MY FIRST 18 & ABOVE. HAPPY! okay underage dont suck, just that its a whole lot of different experience lah. both have pros and cons. teehee. SHO HIGH@!@! OKAY TIME FOR SOME HOLY SERIOUSNESS.

CHURCH YESTERDAY! :D john avanzini came! some cool texas folk lah. cool cool. hehehehe. but i think it was boring, cuz the topic was about finance and the economic downturn. was on the verge of falling down to the floor to sleep. LOLOL then we headed to bedok for our game ' scavenger hunt' lalalalallallaa, this there here that, ended up at simsville at payalebar for fashion runway (ED HARDY EDITION) HAHAHAHA, of course we didnt win but we had lotsa fun! had catered buffet then home! :D cant wait for the next service! LOVE LOVE GOD.

THRILLED! <3

2009-04-05T14:59:00.003+08:00

so many events comin up! weeeeeeeeeeeh. i miss many many. bought a few assessment books for revision! & MY MOTIVATION FOR EVERYTHING IS OFFICIALLY UP AGAIN!. I SO FEEL LIKE CLEANING THE HOUSE, SO FEEL LIKE IRONING ALL MY CLOTHES, READ ALL THE STORY BOOKS IN DA HOUSE, REVISE ALL THE PAST TOPICS, STUDY STUDY STUDY WEEEEEEEEH. DANCE DANCE DANCE. MIAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. okay, keyboard for I wont see you tonight part 1 soon! when im free ^^ guitar for flightless bird, american mouth, SOOONNNNNN!!!! gna update more often with many many pics when skin is changed! TEEHEE

2009-03-31T18:02:00.002+08:00

Contradictory is occurring right here, this post. Unlike from my frequent happy-go-lucky rubbish posts that always come into view of this blog, you're gonna expect very little of what you're reading later on unless those of you read about what I went through about the divorce and how my mum mistreated me when i was younger. I'd like to jot down every single detail in my life to everyone but time aint allowing me to do so. I doubt there's much readers out there either, nothing interesting ever appears in this kissmyarseee shit anyway. But this is with regard to a worthy friendship between amelia and myself. Just so you know, we've known each other since primary 3, which sums a total of 8 years long process that was went through. it may seem short or long to some of you out there, but this illustrates a very memorable journey in our lives. We are both humans with radically different personalities and mindsets. Taste of men & women, expectation of our fantasized prince charming, level of education, distinct temperaments, manners, points of views et cetera. Totally poles apart. We quarrel even because of the tiniest problems on earth, of course, even due to other serious stuffs and stuffssss as well luh. Question here is, " What is making us keep this friendship alive?". For me to know, for you to find out. Teehee ^^. Alright, back to the topic. We had a great argument this evening, as usual, resulting to tears and confessions. Why confessions? Don't we know each other well enough? Why are there things still kept within ourselves? Obviously there'll be some issues that were not clarified clearly no matter how close we both are. But deep down beneath our conscientious hearts, we truly perceive each other's thoughts but are hesitant to shout it out loud. as i got interrupted by hahaha hi jian hao, i know you're reading but you wont understand what im writing. really not in the mood of typing everything out already. i apologize for stopping it here alright. okay, we ended our quarrel for good already though. now that i realised that both of us are willing to die for each other, there's nothing much to say already.
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the online growing phenomenon, TWITTER.COM

2009-03-29T23:33:00.006+08:00

a tweet (NOT TWIT NOR TWAT, SHHHXZ) should suffice!
JOIN TWEETER, woopxz. its TWITTER! (:

support tweet tweet xP

very proud of singapore for supporting the earth hour. hope every approaching year will be better! really wish to see everyone playing their part in saving the earth.

i want an anti-cigarettes week some day. anti-barbecue too. veggie day. say no to consuming of animals day. anti-suicide week. fasting for every religions week. anti-maggie mee days. earth hour extending to 3 hours, not only lights, but all electricity in the house. music week. dancing week. blah blah heheeeee. opinions opinions?

5A1 HUAT AH! - make (mould, transform, convert) your dreams into reality.

[Determination: We may not be what we are required to learn. But we learn what we desire to be, and we 5A1 do it together. TIONG AH TIONG, SENIOR CITIZEN ACHIEVERS!]

PSSSST AM! help me with my skin someday! gary ng's skin and mine are similar. eeeeks. okokok i try looking for a tempo one soon! (:

2009-03-19T20:35:00.003+08:00

NISHAHAHAHA.wav -

NISHA THIS IS FOR YOU LOLOLOL LISTEN! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

phewww... luckily it was only a dream. if not i'd slit my throat and die. thanks ha.

HEHEHEH PACEPOOK PEEBER!

HAHAHAHHAHA YOUNG a7x!

2009-03-16T17:38:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAAHAH THE REV USED TO BE SO SKINNY OMGOMOMGOMG

2009-03-16T17:12:00.004+08:00

PLEASE WATCH THE ANIME BEFORE WATCHING THE MOVIE. THE ANIME IS SO FUCKING FUNNY. IF YOU LOVE VULGARITIES, THIS IS IT. THIS IS WHAT YOU SHOULD WATCH. LOLOLOLOLOLOL. IDK ABOUT THE MOVIE THOUGH. GV LIED TO ME, THEY SAID THERE'LL BE A SNEAK PREVIEW TODAY, BUT THERE'S NONE. 19 MARCH 19 MARCH! YOSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
LINK FOR THE ANIME -
http://www.kumby.com/detroit-metal-city-episode-0-prequel/

lol i just remembered that i mentioned about this anime on the october 19's post. wooooh 5 months LATER AH! OMGOMGOMGOMG TIME TIME FLIES.

(L) marley & me.

2009-03-14T15:27:00.004+08:00

yay mall cop is awesome. push iz so so. heheheheheehehehehehehehehehhehe. IM GNA WATCH WATCHMEN. laterzzzzzzzzz la.

AHAHAHAAHAHAHHA MARLEY HUMPS THE DOG TRAINER. ARGHAHAHAHAHAHA

its so sadd. a must watch for pet lovers! fab show.

next up:
watchmen, coraline, race to the witch mountain, dragonball evolution, detroit metal city(WITH AMOS! :D), hotel for dogs, departures, the unborn.

HOUSE & COMING SOON PLEASE! THAI HORROR ISHHHZ SUPERB

& suddenly, im back in love with him. JT YO.

2009-03-07T17:28:00.001+08:00

2009-03-02T21:23:00.002+08:00

ANYBODY WANNA BUY? absolut 100 and 2 absolut clear???! 50 bucks for a bott! 91903553(Jeramiah)

2009-03-01T18:24:00.001+08:00

you see. not only am i sad. even merlion is sad because it got shot by lightning. poor merlion. my church members told me about the lightning news and said the head was replaced with a bird's head. i was so damn friggin shocked. and i said, so what isit called now? merbird. or birdmaid? lol. and they were all laughing at me because i thought it was true. but i still couldnt believe it shot the merlion's head directly. cool but sad.

where's tha luv?

2009-02-28T23:22:00.004+08:00

mum is treating me like her boyfriend, or a real baby.

friends are drifting apart.

school'z getting more tensed, you feel it?

7th march is a party which i've been looking forward to since december, but i aint feelin it anymore. i feel nothin'.

got sick for weeks.

i miss my huggies lovelies so much.

the thought of getting into interior designing is more and more appealing.

but i still want to open my pet shop.

or a photography shop.

does any of you think i am capable? or am i just nothing?

i always think im effin fugly. hating mirrors more.

but im not sad, im happy for everything.

old buddies go, new friends come, go, and come, go and come.

i love pillow fights. i love booze. i love music.

my fucking ugly nose is givin me more problems again. acting like a dumb bloody tap. stop crying fucking nose. i know you're sad. daddy mummy gave birth to you this disgusting nose, so live with it. try and commit suicide, i'll be happier without a nose. fucking pucca look alike, i dont mind! better than hello kitty. chee bye. but i still love hello kitty. my favourite lion ever.

i needa get more vodka at home. beer is fine too.

people says i miss you that touches your heart, but do they really mean it? why isit you dont even get to see them? haha.

i miss my daddy. my handsome and fit daddy.

i want a twin brother.

i want a hedgehog.

i feel like dancing my intestines out and die peacefully now.

i hate cemetries. they are dirty. along with anal sex. i really hate it.

mummy went dragonfly with her friend. happily dancing, and where am i ? at home, feeling sad for nothing.

i want more thomy's birthday pictures. i love yachts, i love the sea, i love the pool, i love playgrounds. OH! candy floss too.

his 18th birthday is worth 3k or more.

i feel good becuz i ate two mac meals today. i feel like eating another burger now.

daddy yankee is fucking my living room loudly now. rompe rompe rompe.

do i miss someone?

should i study now?

i think i needa sleep soon becuz im heading to church tmr. i miss god.

i've been swearing alot. i am truly sorry.

i feel sad for naughty kids, i feel sad for irresponsible parents. i feel sad for animals being slaughtered. i feel sad for the trees being cut down in the amazon rainforest. i feel sad for the icebergs being melted. i feel sad for the people in jail. i feel sad for those who caught HIV. i feel sad for those who had sex with someone not worth fucking. i feel sad for people who do not know what they wanted. i feel sad for people without self respect, self esteem, confidence, anything. i feel sad for prostitutes. i feel sad for money. i feel sad for satan, for wanting to have so much attention. i feel sad for god because all his precious inventions are acting like rubbish on earth. i feel sad for volcanos. i feel sad for clouds. i feel sad for unsuccessful celebrities. i feel sad for the rich who aint happy. i feel sad because people cannot save the earth. i feel sad about people not being born smart. god is crying. i feel sad.

that rainbow made my day

2009-02-25T18:41:00.002+08:00

i just saw a rainbow outside my house (: it stretched from broadrick/tanjongrhu to payalebar/eunos. its huge. the colours were so vibrant, cuz it appeared right after the rain. omg, i believe if there's a rainbow everyday, people will be happier. its so pretty.

2009-02-25T01:23:00.002+08:00

YAY ITS SAM FROM THE BLACK YEAR. ): he's singing this song for his love. man, so sweet. I LOVE HIM WEEEEEEH ^^

& YAY MY BABY. LOL! oh no. HELLO!

In the night, I hear a groan,
My tummy moans, It's all alone,
Somewhere far along this road,
He lost his soul, to the chicken so breastless...
How could it be so breastless?
How could it be so breastless?...

[Velvet Revolver - Slither]
sorry for the shaky recording okay. its me who's doing it, AND IT WAS TIRING. BUT FUN HEHEHE. i know the vocals is kinda soft, the part was too low for her. for a better cover of theirs, please do watch the video below :D

[Guns n Roses - Sweet Child O' Mine]

[Guns n Roses - Knockin' On Heaven's Door] this is a lil softer as well. blast your speakers okay :D

2009-02-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

omgawsh, slumdog millionaire is a must watch if you want some fresh concept of a movie that you havent seen before. great idea, great movie. no wonder they won so many of the oscar awards. WORTH IT! WEEEHEHEHEH. im watching hes just not that into you right now. so yeahhhhhhhhhh!

2009-02-22T22:34:00.003+08:00

Prom Queen - Lil Wayne

lil wayne goes rock. :D good?

im going to donate my blood with amz and the rest on thursday at mount e! im so happy! save people, get injections, feel the pain. so fun! HAHAHAHAHAHAH I WANT INJECTIONS FOR FREEE.

CATCH BRITNEY: FOR THE RECORD ON WEDNESDAY 10.00 PM! :D ALL ON CHANNEL 5!

watch these if you havent seen whats bitchiness.

2009-02-22T02:14:00.005+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cbf15bQGxd0 [this is a story about a couple who then found out that they were both brother and sister. its so heartbreaking. omgoodness.] im wondering if these stories are true. its ridiculous. i think all these videos opened up my life. i know im not gonna be as worse as them, or get these on me. i just dont know whatta say. girl having sex 300 times? fucking ridiculous. god god god. i swear i swear, i havent heard or seen such situations before. god is crying.

please go and check out youtube for maury show. its hilarious, its shocking, its exciting, its heartbreaking, its ridiculous. its so fun! there are stories about women having phobia of pickles, balloons and even cotton balls! WATAPHACK. SERIOUSLY. ITS SO FUNNY, BUT IF IT WUZ ME, i think i'll feel so bad too ):

2009-02-18T22:40:00.006+08:00

100 THINGS.

001. Real name → Celina Kuninaka
002. Nickname(s)→ Cel, kuni, sigina guninengka, pochong
004. Zodiac sign → Scorpio
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → PAP? lol
007. Middle School → Mountbatten Primary/Tanjong Katong Primary (THANKS SANO!)
008. High School → Broadrick Secondary.
010. Hair color → Dark
011. Long or short → medium length? ha.
012. Loud or Quiet → LOUD. even in my sleep. hahahaha.
013. Sweats or Jeans → JEANS.
014. Phone or Camera → Camera
015. Health freak → fruits??:D then yes.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone?→ nopeczx.
018. Eat or Drink → eat.
019. Piercings → 11
020. Tattos → tak

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → kindergarten.
026. First crush → kindergarten classmate.
027. First pet → 2 bunnies, hanako & taro.
030. First big birthday → primary 3. invited almost every kid i know.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → maggie mee.
050. Drinking → Mango juice.
052. I'm about to → do my schoolwork
053. Listening to → channel news asia. hia hia.
054. Plans for today → its night already. gonna study a lil, and get to my beloved slumberland.
055. Waiting for → your father to die. this bloody tag to end.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → a twin. my babies lovelle & delroy ;D
059. Want to get married? → when im 22.
060. Careers in mind → vet? interior designer? photographer? hahahahaha. cant set my mind on one.
068. Lips or eyes → lips
070. Shorter or taller? → taller.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both. mmm ahhh.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → nice stomach.
074. Sensitive or loud → loud.
075. Hook-up or relationship → r/s baby baby.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → none.
081. Ran away from home → once? climbed out of my window after a quarrel with mummy.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → nope.
083. Killed somebody → meepcz. nahhh.
084. Broken someone's heart → my mum's?
087. Cried when someone died → nope. only cried when my hamster died right before my eyes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → o.O yeaaa.
090. Miracles → yessss.
091. Love at first sight → of course.
092. Heaven → hell too.
093. Santa Claus → yes, but i think he died before i was born.
094. Sex on the first date → unless im forced to.
095. Kiss on the first date → :D depends.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yea. that guy. that guy. havent met him lah.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → i am not. but i'll try. i have to be grateful right.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people.

i've not many friends, so, i'll tag anyone in my linkies. <3

obama says, "CHANGE!"

2009-02-10T19:30:00.004+08:00

i realised the change within me, and i feel great about it. i am starting to love maths! whenever i am confused with the question, i'll never give up and continue working for solutions. i used to be a math-hater okayyy. hahahah. im drinking more water than usual, which is so good! :D THE CLEANING OF MY HOUSE! THE MOST IMPORTANT CHANGE EVER! i thought the motivation to tidy up the room will only last for a day or two, but IT IS NOT GOING AWAY! i clean up everywhere thats messy to me, never lazy to go to the bin to throw waste. like wowowa! THATS SO NOT ME, RIGHT?! okay those who know me well, will understand my situation. hehehehe. compare my house from last week with todays. its like, from a garbage dump to an office. get me? and im organizing my stuffs so well now. LIKKE YAHOOOOCZXZ. okay, i hope this will continue... i shall prove myself that, CELINA KUNINAKA IS NEVER USELESS, JUST BLOODY LAZY. AND SHE CAN BE SMART IF SHE CHOOSE TO. prove to my beloved mummy too.
im cracking on my maths, and completing my art assignment. like yeap, multi tasking. im good at that ogheycxz. hehhehe. im gonna cook more often for my mum and friends (: i must love me, and i love me, myself & I sho muchxczxc.

God changes one, if you ever believe in him, it happens.
nobody is ugly, nobody is stupid, nobody is slow.
BOOST UP YOUR SELF ESTEEM NOW :D
but pleaseczx, be humble. if not you're as ugly as osamathepig.

2009-02-08T19:16:00.004+08:00

please concentrate on 1:20 onwards. HAHAHAHAH, JOANNA, TRIXILEA AND KENNETH ARE IN! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! GRINDING GRINDING WORH! EEEEEEEK. Khairul also. i dont see me! :@

i just realised i got a blind hamster ): poor creature. and it caught a tumor on its stomach. no idea how long more can it live till. god bless it please.

2009-02-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

COMPARE! LAWL.

2009-02-08T00:55:00.003+08:00

i think i really am cursed.

2009-02-05T16:40:00.005+08:00

first i lost my ic and my wallet, then i lost my keys and my phone. and my first and only official angpao from my family, my hamster and now my wallet again. ITS LIKE i have to waste 60-100 for my lost ic, had to buy a new lock that cost 68 bucks, lost the phone thats for 400+, $80 in my angpao and 65 in MY BELOVED SMILEY PURSE. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?! ALL THIS HAPPENED WITHIN 2 MONTHS?! 2 MONTHS 5 DAYS! LIKE _|_~!!~!~!~!~! i am seriously not used to this. economic crisis IS HERE AND IM LOSING EVERY VALUABLE THING I OWN! GOD IS NOT HELPING ME! PATHETICCCCCCCC. is god sending me a message or something? like he's asking me not to waste any more money to go out, stop clubbing, stop wasting those bucks on ciggs, LIKE WHAT?! OMG I DNO WHAT IS HE HINTING ME! can some fortune teller read my luck for me now, i really need help. i feel so fucked up. i thought i can return money to some of my friends and have fun! RARGHRARGH! WHY MUST I LOSE IT BEFORE THE UNI PARTY TMR. I WANT TO JUMP DOWN AND REINCARNATE TO BE A BETTER PERSON! :@:@:@::@

2009-02-04T17:44:00.006+08:00

O.O!

AABIDAH INTRO ME TO THIS BOY, SO HOT LAH!

2009-02-03T17:47:00.001+08:00

oh man! YAYYYYYYYYYY! this friday baby. im gonna have so much fun! i want smexzy uniform too! :@ can anybody lend me HAHAHAHA! DANCE DANCE DANCE!

2009-02-02T22:25:00.004+08:00

oh boy, thanks willard for introducing such amazing talented teens to me yoo!

[he is such a metal/rock fanatic but he sang so beautifully like an experienced opera singer. notice his piercings, his band shirts and brightly coloured hair. ohmygoodness. ohmygosh. its like, he changes his hair dye every week, has septum piercing, snakebites, many ear piercings and labret piercing but he sings like this wowoowow. (L) he's only 16 and his name is erlend bratland (K)] okok enough of the singing talent, now lets switch to DANCING ^^

[over-smexzy for words. his name is george sampson. mwarhxcz.]

2009-01-31T04:17:00.000+08:00

LOVE LUH!

2009-01-31T00:33:00.008+08:00

on the way home, i thought of makin up a new year resolution, cuz i havent done any. i know its alil bit too late but at least im tryin to make an effort to change my life. if not, im really really hopeless. i came up with a must-do list instead of a resolution cuz im starting to get too lazy already. i just realised that i havent used my study table for like 2 years, for studying, yes.

1. clean my hammies cages every week? fine, every 2 weeks.

2. ALWAYS keep my room and desk tidy!

3. iron all of my clothes every 3 days.

4. max 2 hours playin com for weekdays.

5. COMPLETE ALL HOMEWORK! :@

6. draw art art art art as much as I CAN!

7. quit smoking.

8. 100 sit ups every 2 days, increase gradually.

9. dance after sit ups for practice.

10. cut down bath time to half an hour. save water please.

11. drink more water everyday. at least!, a bottle of water.

12. watch & read more news/newspaper.

13. wear lesser cosmetics.

14. save at least 2 bucks every weekdays.

15. club ONLY once a month!

16. study at least an hour after dinner!

17. DO NOT ARGUE WITH MUMMY.

18. talk less in class, CANNOT SLEEP EVEN DURING MOTHER TONGUE LESSONS~!

19. DO NOT DO NOT BRING OUT IC OR PASSPORT FOR CLUBS OR ANYTHING ELSE!

20. sleep at 11.30 for week days and 1 for friday and week ends.

21. stop vulgarities, do not get influenced by KING.

22. smile when people bully/scold me.

23. get my positiveness and sunshine back, no more being sad or angry...

24. eat less than 2 bucks for recess (excluding drinks), lose more weight please.

25. play & talk to hamsters EVERYDAY!

26. do my bed everyday once i shift back to my room. *but mummy will miss me hehehe*

27. tell mummy about my stories, try not to hide things anymore, love or money or whatever.

28. stop criticizing or judging passer-bys. okay, and on other friends.

29. NO VIOLENCE.

30. learn a new song every week! (:

31. TRY NOT TO SKIP CHOIR, MUST DO WELL FOR SYF.

32. DO NOT SKIP LESSONS/SCHOOL, EVEN IF IM SICK! YES!

33. eat lesser at night! EAT MORE IN THA MORNING~

34. return all money, buy whatever i need, then save money for an acoustic guitar!

35. beg daddy for a camera. its okay, a normal cam will do so i can record videos!

36. blog often, brush up my english, but do not copy words or phrases from other bloggers.

37. go to the library at least once a month.

38. practise handwriting when im free.

39. valentines day is coming!, prepare cards and gifts soon! (L)

40. play the keyboard more! LEARN MORE SONGS!

give me a month, you'll see the change in me. get the old celina back please! ^^

): hedgehog sigh sigh. why would such diseases be created to let these creatures suffer? anyways, this is called the 'wobbly hedgehog syndrome'. i've learnt alot about hedgehogs today! hedgehogs are born blind. they are not as spiky as porcupines, so dont be mistaken! they love their owners very much!, and they're so cuddly. they are great great swimmers and they love to float! hedgehogs are very prone to get cancers and diseases. kinda nocturnal. love to sit on their back. need a very supervised proper diet so they wont fall sick! oh about the disease 'WHS'. normally it happens only for their rear feet (the hedgey in the video above has special symptoms so its the front right leg that is affected.) and it's very very weak and they fall easily. as time goes by, it gets worst and they cannot even stand at times so they eat lesser and sleep all the time. die fast too.

its 2.44am now, AND I JUST REALISED I LOST ONE OF MY HAMSTER. WTF IS HAPPENING TO MEEEEEEE! if i cleared all my stuffs, tidy my stuffs, and treat my mum better, and losing of things is gna continue, i think its omen already. my church member thought it was a curse on me. lol. THIS IS ALL HAPPENING WHEN I STARTED TO GO BACK TO CHURCH. okay i cant blame that. WHY AM I SO CARELESSSS?! GOSH GOSH GOSH. I HATE MYSELF.

2009-01-30T22:21:00.001+08:00

i just collected all of my ang pao last night and i lost it today. i know the sum is small, like 80 bucks. BUT I WANTED TO BUY MY BAG AH, ERM, PAY FOR ICE SKATIN TODAY AND SEAFOOD. LIKE OMG, HOW CAN I MISPLACE IT JUST LIKE THIS. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

count me out for v-day.

2009-01-28T00:13:00.004+08:00

nobody will ever care if i have a valentine or not.

im not those who seeks for attention, but im seriously lacking of those right na. booooh, i feel sh0 em0 na0xz. idk whiiexz w0rhxz.

havent cried for very l0ngxz, i wna let it 0ut, 0ut l0ud l0ud.

i want a father by my side , i want a brother, i want a sister, i want grand parents, i want a boyfriend.

sh0 l0neliiexz nehxxz.

&&& I LOVE YOU MAXINE, HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO YOU. (L)!

xoxoxoxoxo manymany.

2009-01-19T20:04:00.002+08:00

thanks am, daph & nick for the lovely taggies.

LOVExo LOVExo LOVExo! (:

(L)

2009-01-17T15:08:00.002+08:00

i think its time for me to blog...

the end of 2008 and the new year 2009 sucks, in fact, its the worst part of my life. new found friends are an exception though. thank y'all.

lost my ezlink card, lost my ic, spoiled my phone, sim card not working, phone lost, house keys lost, got border line marks for Ns, science and humanities couldnt get into my head, dad not giving us our alimony, mum not striking her 4D unlike last time(hahaha joke joke) and 'lost' something that a person like me wouldnt have done it.

i feel so useless.. im not used to losing my things this easily but i dont know whats coming to me now. very very careless, and i cant study properly, nothing gets into my head. im so stressed by all these things, yet my mum have to add more problems to my life. if im dead right now, i dont know how can she survive. fucking cunt. i want to be a nice girl who doesnt swear, get great results, have friends and parents who understand me. i dont know.. it seems like jumping down from my house can solve problems that my loved ones have. they just havta cry 1 or 2 days and then they'll feel so much better. mum dont have to worry about spending money on me or my school fees, dad can give mum half of the alimony he usually give us, teacher wont have such a talkative girl making trouble in school.

i feel really really useless, its like i've got no talent for anything, i cant study, i cant work, i cant create miracles, i cant change things the way i wanted. there's no time. i want to be jesus, i want to change lives, i want to make people around me happy..

if only my mum knows what i really wanted, and understand what i was really thinking...

i want all of you to know that i really love yous. i dont know how to be mushy mushy in words, i think its so disgusting. action speaks louder than words, thats what i've always been doing, that is why i do not know how to express my feelings in words that well

and cannot make my blog so interesting. i hope you guys know that i really really wna help each and everyone of you when you guys need me, anyone. ciaocheebye.

FREAKY!

2008-12-29T00:08:00.004+08:00

i was talking about how true the friendster's horoscope reading was to aaron king and today's one is like, SCARY. i didnt go home for 24hours last night and they wrote this. mum was really really upset too.

Today, it's important for you to devote serious energy towards finding a balance between your home life and your public life. The harmony at home could be getting upset or being pushed out of balance by things that are going on at your work or school, and that isn't fair. Start staying in more often. Spend quality time with the people you live with. It's the best way to give you back the proper perspective long enough to see what really matters.

30th Dec, lets see if it happens.

A frustrating person who usually makes you cringe is actually going to make you think today. They have radical views that can be hard to swallow, but there is some brilliance in them -- a fact you will finally start to see more clearly. You might surprise yourself by coming to this person's defense, but you won't be surprising them. Despite the adversarial nature of your relationship, they always knew you would recognize a good idea when you heard it.

arghhhhhhh, i keep havin deja vus again. one was @ alex's dancing with daanish hambali, the other was @ my kitchen picking up maggie mee on the floor. -.- die die die.

BOBBYBOB BOYBOBBYBOBOBOB.

2008-12-27T01:59:00.001+08:00

2008-12-22T02:50:00.000+08:00

Twilight

listen to never think and let me sign by ROBERT PATTINSON (YES, THAT VAMP EDWARD CULLEN) :D im watching twilight for the 4th time tmr ;D

Ooh
Standing by a broken tree
Her hands are all twisted,
She's pointing at me,
I was damned by the light comin'
Over all as she
Spoke with a voice that,
disrupted the sky.
She said,
"Walk on over, yeah
to this bit of shade,
I will wrap you in my arms"
And she said,
"Let me sign,
let me sign."

2008-12-11T23:50:00.005+08:00

;D out with derrick & gang taday at t0wn. weeeeh, window shopped @ taka, wisma blah. i didnt expect i would hang out with em, my point to meet them is just to pass ooi and hao $$ and then they asked me to join them. okay, so, cool la. lj for lunch, slack, walk walk shop shop. bought a pack of icemint today heeeh, like finally i dont havta get sticks from them, so embarrassing. I BOUGHT MY PINK BUTTON AUDIO TECHNICA HEADPHONES. so hawt la, cccuuuttteeesssyyy. weeeeh. i swear my 2008 holidays is freaking memorable, new friends, club club club, gardens with amelia, here and there, our birthdays. our results will be so out soon weeeeha. im kinda confident okay, cuz its like, c'mon i cant be nervous about it. i've done my job with the papers so all i havta do now is just wait, no worries. moooooh. pictures soooon.

amelia, dont worry kay. ha you should know im very strong, i can swear to you i let it off already. its nothing one. i know him thru club, so i know what the ending will be. but the bad thing is i lost a friend and thats what im sad about. thats it, you dont havta scold him or sth cuz im so fine. really. the flirting part, hahahaa, just in the clubs ;) i hope you find the right one, but not so soon la. kay, admire anyone you want, but please dont let it affect your heart in the bad way. i dont want to see you sad cuz it'll make everyone else sad too. i swear, we just enjoy our teen life.

mamma bought me perfume!!!! i dont have to steal her chanel No. 5 already ;)

all i want for christmas is not you, but i want a pink acoustic guitar, new phone, pink ipod nano gen 4, a dslr, a piano, 1 year supply of grey contacts lol. kay im getting all covetous now. c'mon im a gyal, im supposed to want many many more things xD see ya.

haha i know this video is damn fucking long ago, but it shows alot for me now. ;) enjoy.

YAY, PIERCINGS AGAIN!

2008-12-10T18:08:00.009+08:00

okay, finally went to gotham penthouse for the first time. hahahaha the bouncer remember bouncing me out, muahahahaha. 'japanese ah? i bounce you before right!' LOL! so far so good, just that the music is a lil bit softer. was crying while dancing like wtf right, argh. sigh sigh sigh sigh, im gonna start to be a flirt now i swear. i swear. the coyote dancers were hawt! fucking hawt, hahaha i got a goodie bag from them!, and they gave a free entry for me to attica. suey thing is, i left my bag there, somebody took it away. shit. hahaha. i really wanna thanks kin for being there with me, telling me not to look or let it bother me yeap. derrick and bc wasnt there, so it was kinda boring hahaha. i dance too hiong until my top tore, LOL. okokokkay the interesting part is here. after the event, we went to the bridge to slack. was smoking and chatting and all, suddenly one bunch of ah bengs came to us. one short fucking nerd ass guy, he accused ooi for saying some stupid chinese stuff when none of us speaks chinese at all. then all want to fight fight, i keep say i want peace act ang moh and all. lol! then suddenly got this guy, came to scold ooi and spitted saliva on him. woah cb, make until me also. opposite of us was the whole gang of solomon, fendi and guys. they didnt even offer to help ): then that nerd guy keep asking us to suck his dick. judi was damn ah lian know! she shout hokkien everything woah, hiong ah. LOL! i keep speaking english nicely to them, then got one guy dont understand what i was saying, 'what you saying what you saying cheebye' - in chinese la. okay after that over already, then they left, but at the corner of the bridge got one guy show his dick to me ask me gam (HE REALLY TOOK THAT SMALL DICK OUT), then there we go again, second fight. lol. niam niam niam. i cannot explain judi's situation. she was fuckin fuckin ahlian i swear. then kerner had to drag her away to hide, like REALLY DRAG and she fell lol. then that nerd guy say, 'nabeh cheebye, my dick not sweet enough meh? why dont want suck?! i put sugar lah lan jiao.' LOL blah blah blah fast forward, only left me judi and ooi. we went to the steps there to slack. then this guy syawal took number from me, hahaha cute. kkkk, then we go to MacD for breakfast. yeap yeap yeap, go home around 6+. ;D meeting them tmr at town to pass them money. im gonna pierce my vertical labret tmr or something. inverse navel piercing when school reopen.

guys guys guys, okay.

thanks for everything, i admit i really love being with him. okay, now everything is down everything is over. :) next better player please. must enjoy my holiday to tha core before 2009. yooooooh~

im wondering, how did i stay positive all the time? how did i manage to put on a smile even after everything that happened? hahahaha. i suppose im living to really really believe the phrase, whats done cannot be undone so just live your life, eh eh eh. haha :D peace y'all.

yeap, i dont know what i am feeling right now. hahahaa.

OH MY GAWDDDDDDDDDD. IM AT MACD NOW

2008-12-10T06:11:00.002+08:00

You are feeling even more passionate and intense about an issue that matters a lot to you, and this high level of focus will help you make a lot of headway in defending or promoting it. You haven't always wanted to try and win other people over to your way of thinking, but today you will see that they might be finally willing to admit that they are not on the right side of things. Be gentle when you talk to them and don't try to push them to change too much too quickly. Just plant a seed.

ding ding ding ding ding dang. okayyyy.
now,
c'mon, its a fucking fling yo. its nothing :D

wow

2008-12-09T17:51:00.001+08:00

Some of the people you will be dealing with today do not have the same priorities that you do, so you need to double check their work and make sure they do not have too much authority over group issues. While you want to get things done, they just want to goof off and have fun. So be prepared to deal with interruptions from them today. You will have to take the heat if work isn't done, so any extra effort you put in is in your own best interests.

who's that/

2008-12-08T00:18:00.001+08:00

Someone needs some help today, and you should try to come to their rescue. Not only could acting selflessly today create a greater gain for you later on down the road, it will strengthen your relationship with this person and put them in your debt -- which could be extremely useful very soon. Your motivation doesn't have to be one hundred percent altruistic for it to be effective. It's okay to want there to be something in it for you. A win-win situation is a great situation.

now im lost.

2008-12-06T18:48:00.008+08:00

sano's performance at esplanade! :D

im sorry i couldnt be there, i was so sick and was down with a extreme high fever that

night.gosh. they're so cool. COINCIDENTAL ROCK ON! :D

okay, about last night's party. you guys know that i can be satisfied even if the

temperature, the crowd, the drinks, the music sucks right so i havent got much to

rant about. only when around 3+ someone's mum came down to complain or something

and police came down becuz of those matreps, so we had to end the party earlier. it's

supposed to end at 5am. gosh. i couldnt enjoy myself much. was dancing with ooi &

gang throughout, yeap it was fun. bartender gave me a free asahi beer without

checking my age. hahaha, so cool. we stole drinks, shared the drinks, many of the guys

became drunk you know! HAHAHAHA. izzad was so so drunk and we had to accompany

him until he got alil bit more sober and sent him home. then i decided to walk home and

kerner accompanied me siah! I WALKED FROM FORTCANNING PARK TO PLAZA SING TO

CATHAY CINEPLEX TO RAFFLES CITY TO SUNTEC CITY TO LAVENDER TO KALLANG MRT

then cannot tahan already we cab home. LOL FUCK, THAT WAS SO FUN OKAY! 1 and a

half hour walk. or 2 hours. i dk. WALKATHON LA SIAL. someone is very very angry bcuz

i walked home with a guy. sigh. he's like, fuck la wad is his name tell me now. then i say

i dno how to spell. then he like, plz think before u go out or wad plz. omgawd,

omgawd, -.- why so angry la sial. doooooooomed. bye.

Yesterday
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe
In yesterday
Why he
Had to go I don't know
He wouldn't say
I said
Something wrong now I long
For yesterday

2008-12-01T12:27:00.003+08:00

WOOOOOH. zouk tonight! so happy to go clubbin now, cuz i've got no worries for buddies failin to join me. so happy i met kenneth ;D nice friends you've got there. gonna join sam to rock tha stage LOL! huayching and trixilea, you guys better go. hahahaha. ZOUK LEH, ZOUK OUT 18 SIAH, SO THIS IS THE ONLY CHANCE!

meetin amelia soon at 2 + to parkway and order her cake and get some decos and stuffs (:

SMILE SMILE SMILE.

awwwwwww. i missssssss.

):

2008-11-28T04:45:00.000+08:00

why does friendster's horoscope readings sound so scary?

You don't mind helping people when they need it, which is one of the things people love about you. But be careful not to give aid blindly. Today, someone who doesn't really need your help will ask for it -- and if you can get away with saying no, you should. The two of you usually work well together, but it will feel too much like they are taking advantage of you. They need to be reminded that you might not be there when they really need you. Teach them not to take you for granted.

HAPPY BELATED THANKSGIVING DAY! :D

2008-11-28T00:57:00.002+08:00

CLUB CLUB CLUB CLUB CLUB :p

WEEEHWEEEHWEEEHH.

I SO FUCKING WNA DANCE RIGHT NA NA NANANANANANANANANANA BANANANANANAANNAA. WEEEHEHEHEHHE.

something is gonna spoil my appetite for the week.

she's fucking hot i swear.

Rain Chang

SINCE 16th MAY! OMG.

2008-11-26T22:01:00.012+08:00

WOAHHHHHHH! POWERHOUSE WAS THE SEX LAST NIGHT. FUCK. i went past my HOTTIE like SO MANY FUCKING TIMES. wasnt much grinding that night la except for the part where i was on the stage again and two tiny little malay boys came to dance with me. kay one is ryan the other is izzad. HAAHHA. you know how short they are?! IM ONE HEAD TALLER THAN BOTH OF THEM. they look so twin. ARGH . and then yea danced with samantha and then qirui came behind her and we started talking. i'z like, hi you qi rui right, im amelia's friend then he goes, oh you're celina huh. Hahaha then i helped him hold his jacket -.- cuz it was too zhor deng then i just offered to help luh. hahaha. he asked number from sam know! hahahaha, sam is like a year older than him la! HAHAHAAH. saw marcus phua ( broadrick one ) keep saying hi. hahaha. was dancing with ooi sam jac hao and gang, woah fucking wonderful night though the dj sucked. hahaha. got myself many new friends! WEEEHA. joanna and trix then came in, we hugged the moment they saw me outside tha toilet. HAHAHAA. so cute. oh yea, i saw someone who looked like garcia, then i went over. it was him and shuyi, SO SWEET! hahahaa, then shu yi made me kiss her. I KISSED 4 GIRLS ON THEIR LIPS LIKE WTF. shuyi, maria(some sexy 18 year old girl i just knew), chyna & indah!. hahahahah. sick. danced on the stage 4 times, saw casper and the gf 3 times, saw that boy(my hawthawt :D)like 7/8 times. OH YAH, SHANA FELL IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER GAP GUY. hahaha so confusing! what else uh? hohohohoho. so many many things happened. omg. oh yeah, edmund saw me i didnt realise and then i was sitting somewhere when i saw him i just layed my head on tha table then he'z like, dont act already lah. WTF? i dont wanna act one lahhhhhhhh. lol.

bored~ went to casper house today. the house is so fucking cosy and sweet! :D =X

bye.

YOUTUBE LIVE FTW! I'll UPLOAD THE REST UNTIL I FINISH WATCHING ALL 100 OF EM! :D

2008-11-23T18:10:00.001+08:00

Youtube Live

2008-11-20T01:29:00.001+08:00

:D i wna fuck sam upside down =X

2008-11-18T09:35:00.000+08:00

View all Singapore events at Eventful

2008-11-13T06:38:00.002+08:00

man man, i've made a total of 65 subscriptions on Youtube??!!!!! i cant help it, those guys are awesome. uber talented, what can i do but not click on that yellow button. yeas, i've been a youtube freak since like last year, and i swear i didnt know it was that bad. can spend 3 + hours surfin Youtube like woooooh. my eyes >.<

2008-11-12T22:22:00.002+08:00

ANOTHER GREAT TALENT GIRL FOUND WOOOOH

SHE WON THE ONE REPUBLIC'S 'APOLOGIZE' COVER CONTEST AND SHE'S FUCKING HOT IN SINGING WOOOOOH.

sighhhhhhhhhhh

2008-11-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

oh man, my birthday plan is so screwed. joanna and co's not going for the event on the 13th!!! what the hell is that, im so dead. zzz, i think everyone's not gonna go already. ): nvm, got aishah and shana. this suckzxzxzxz.

WORK WORK WORK!

2008-11-09T18:50:00.011+08:00

(: today ishhh boringzxzxz. after work, walked from liang court to central, central to riverwalk, riverwalk to bugis, bugis to suntec. Lol, alone alone alone. okokokay, the only interesting part of the day is this.

i bought a packet of their sweets. they're called sticky and is located at Central's basement.

it is so amazing to see how they make sweets right before my eyes. nononomachine, just handmade. its freaking wonderful ! seriously. just watch watch watch that video. look at how they make cute sweets. i got cherry rock because there were limited flavours available cuz its newly opened and they didnt have time to make all sorts of flavours just in a few days. one packet is 5.90, quite expensive. but just watch their hard work in making the sweet, you'll think its worth it. hahahaha, but i think its so fun making those! i wna work there! chop chop chop chop chop sweets. woooooh. visit http://sticky.com.sg/index.asp for more details :D

sweets are more than what you think. they're fantastic.

wooohoooooo. i cannot stop eating my cherry rocks

since 3.50pm. -.-, im gonna get diabetes.

when metal/rock meets gangsta hiphop/rnb, Travis.B muahlovezxzxz. drummers like nisha will love this. hahahaha.

abcdefghijklmnobomoobemeobumuobimiobama rocks.

the very same rant all over again...

2008-11-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

im so happy at work today! from 11-3, there's a kid at every single table & THEY ARE SO ADORABLE. there's one family, angmoh mixed jap, the sons are SO SO KEWT. surprising thing is, the elder brother blush whenever he sees me and start making noises, and when he's out of his baby chair, he'd run towards me and hug me, pull my hand, lay his head on my lap blah blah blah. HOW CUTE. urgh, i really miss him, too bad his parents are so strict. they kept asking him to be gentle with me, hehehehee. i wanna give birth SOON. seriously, SOON. GRRR my baby delroy & lovelle.

YES, rant..complain.. FATS!

hahahhaa, i ate chilli crabs with 2 plates of mantou for dinner with momma! the mantous were delicious, and i ate 1 and a half of it. ZZZ. i dont want no fats, i wna be slim, i wna club with a smexy body. shitzu.

ohoh, i got my pay, and its pathetically 138 bucks only. ahahaa, its okay. i spent 30 on 2 tees today already. the rest will be for next week's parties.

work tmr, monday free, tuesday free, wednesday work, thursday club, friday work, sat work and then dinner with buddies, sun somewhere with momma. :D

EARLY BIRTHDAY EVENT! :D

2008-11-08T00:19:00.004+08:00

attendance for 13th November 2008

Paramour3: Exams out @ Gotham Penthouse

Joanna

Caiyun?

Trixilea

Huayching

Wayne

Clarice

Ernest (+his friends?)

Ngai Shun

Kenneth (+his friends)

Chyna (+her friends)

Aishah

Shana (unexpected, haha. [:)

Shuyi

Alex G.?

whoelse huh whoelse?

i seriously cannot wait for it. hahaha. zzz, i got work tha next day. shitzu. tired like mad argh!

NO HEELS NONO! argh, sexy back clothes. i have none for now! anybody have? ):

2008-11-07T23:32:00.002+08:00

(:, was working at Skatesports this afternoon. argha, idris and khai left me alone in the shop WHEN I HAVENT BEEN WORKING FOR 5 MONTHS ALREADY. i panicked like hell, i forgot how to do cashier, i dont know how to do retail, everything changed i need coaching. nvm lah, when they were back and amelia and gang was with me, i thought everything was okay. hahaha. i was waveboarding alilbit and it's really hot. i wna be a skater girl. (: this is the swaveboard video. i wna get one soon! and i wna modify it with lighted wheels! f5f5!

2008-11-07T22:21:00.000+08:00

no idea if its her or her friend who read my blog, but she only heard about the part where i wrote that she scalded my hand. i read through all my archives for this blog, there is none written like that, only my previous one at celinakuninaka.bs. so weird! maybe the one before ck.bs. i forgot my bloglinks! OMG. i feel so....

Change! OBAMA IN THA WHITEHOUSE!

2008-11-05T22:02:00.004+08:00

CONGRATS TO BARACK OBAMA. WOOOOOH, the first black president for the United States of America

WOOOOOOOOOOOOH. I LOVE HIM.

08*OBAMA/BIDEN*08 wooooooooh, way to go. 04/11 (:

ALPHA CAT IMMITATING THE OBAMA! MUAHAHAHAHA

im such a sinner

2008-11-05T00:11:00.006+08:00

When you ever lied once, that makes you a liar.

When you stole once, that makes you a thief.

When you hate somebody, you killed that person in your heart, and that makes you a murderer.

~ Nick Vujicic

now if anybody wants to turn over and start afresh, say this prayer with me, c'mon lets go.

"Dear Lord Jesus, I admit I am a sinner and that I need Your forgiveness. I believe that You died for my sins on the cross. I open up the door of my life and confess that You are my Lord and Saviour. Thank you for giving me eternal life. I know that i have a great destiny and future in You. I pray this in Your name, Amen."

i know im not fit to accept God at this point of time, cuz i will still sin anyway, my piercings, my rantings, my swearing. i'll do it one day, one day when i had enough fun and decided to mature. but i'll still believe in Him. actually, i realised that, He was always beside me. if it wasnt for Him, i wouldnt have got that tolerance, that patience. if it wasnt for Him, i may have already suicided long time ago because i couldnt take those sufferings.

this great man, Nick Vujicic, came to Heart of God church tonight and made us realised God once again and listen to the message that he was trying to pass on to us. i got the chance to hug him, and he said 'i love you' in a very manly and sexy tone. i was very touched by his words, about his life and how he interacted with God and stuffs. he is beautiful. (: he is very humorous too. im gonna bring my mum to his service tmr night again perhaps, and im gonna hug him again. even though he's borned without arms, without legs, he hugged me with a great sense of security and warmth. i felt confidence in him, alot alot. he was so brave, and he made me brave too! :D he was asking those who wants to feel God to stand up so that he could pray for us, and i stood up immediately with seina. it was so dissapointing to see that less than 1/3 of the audience stood, and Nick was constantly begging us to stand stand stand. were they embarrassed or what, is face really that important??, more important than God? if such a simple action, is so hard for a person to do, then how are you gonna invite God into your life?

he was so handsome when he was young. hoo hooo, he still is (: handsome at the heart too! :D god bless him and everybody. i love y'all.

2008-11-04T06:28:00.003+08:00

haahahhaaa, i thought church service is at 7.30 in the morning. then i didnt get to sleep. bathe, prepared and went out at 5.50 am. i called seina, but she didnt pick up and i started to panic. she called me and i told her im outside already, she say, "huh, service at night leh!". i was like oh shit, i was happily playing with a cat below my house, talking to it and say, yay im going to church today. WTF MAN WTF. i thought i was some mad woman, out early in the morning. hahahahaha. okokkoay, mum ask me to sleep now, then im gonna find her at singpost for lunch around 12.30 and then we shop, then i'll meet seina and eric. i just found out heart of god church is right beside singpost. hahahahaha. i should go there often, and then can meet my mum after her work. hehee.

FATS!

2008-11-04T00:45:00.007+08:00

i am eating reheated pasta i cooked this afternoon, and frosties in milk now. i ate lamb chop and 2 pieces of chicken wings for dinner, and 2 plates of spaghetti for lunch. my mum says my tummy looks like im have a 3 months old baby in me now and she said i may really have it. HAHAHAHa, shit. i dont remember having sex with any bad boys leh. hoohoo. anyways, just lemma grow fat for this holiday, and i'll sure work my ass off to trounce those monsters living in my belly when school reopens. :D but mum say i should better start now in case i cannot slim down anymore. okokok. eat lesser, more fruits. more water, more exercise. more clubbing, LESS WEIGHT (:. those few clubbing sessions really made me lose much weight becuz i've perspired at least half a bucket of sweat every event.
alright alright, i have to thank God for granting me wish for planning the next biggest underage party @ gotham penthouse on the 13th. remember i was wishing that there'll be an event before my birthday? teeehee. dream come true. the title of the event is, 'indecent fairytales', that meanssss........., the dress code is to be any character of any fairytales! i want to be cinderella, but that'll cost me a bomb cuz i'll have to rent the cinderella dress from No. 1 Costumes Factory i saw last time. hehehe. anyway, i cant dance without smexy clothes, so i'll havta give that up. shake shake shake shake shake, aishah and trix can join us!, cuz aishah will only go back to taiwan on the 18/19 and trix will be back from tohoku, japan on the 7th. so YESSA! woooheeee.
dinner and drinking session on the 15th, which is my birthday eve @ daddy's restaurant and may be headin to the clinic @ clarke quay. i hope we can get in to that place so we can drink our ass off till midnight. countdown yo countdown. below is the pic showing one of their special liquor (: i really wna try it.

happy birthday to me, SOON! (: happy to AMOS! xD

2008-11-03T04:11:00.004+08:00

im going back to skatesports starting from the 5th, and i'll be workin every weds and fris! so, wooooh, 13th nov event wont be clashing with my workin times. meeheehee. i'll have to take the day off for 16th and get out with buddies. muahahaha. hope there'll be an event on that night too! :@:@:@.

went Tanglin's Nirai Kanai, and sat with Amos's family. im so sorry i was late yo. ma papa had off day, so i couldnt treat them, nor could i eat a great meal. sucks. i was craving for more okinawa soba, goma dare hiyashi soba, hamburg steak, taco rice, soki karaage, sashimi, hirayachi, goya champloo and lotsa more. i swear i could finish em all by myself. you know it, hahahaha. didnt getta drink alcoloco, but soon soon! :D, i've been so bloody busy.

oh yeah, im headin to Heart of God church with darlin seina and mummy eric on tuesday! WEEHEHEHEE! havent gone to a church for ages, except those visits to the katong presbyterian church with amelia's family. i thought i heard from someone that the heart of god's stage is in a cross form, but seina says its a rectangle -.- i thought Heart of God was so cool to have that. chhh.

oh yeah, about the halloween's party @ play.
funny things. i just read jo & trix's blogs and they were talking about this malay guy. yea, he actually asked us if we were drunk or we were on drugs, couldnt get what he said. and then i was shouting about changing trance to rnb, then he suddenly say, you want hip hop? i go tell the dj, change for you. LOL, i ignored him. he force to pull me and say lets go centre and dance. LOL. then he started aiming each of us. i sayang him lah, cuz he look so seh, so mabok like want to vomit already then i stroke his back and his head for him, he suddenly laid his hands on my butt and started rubbing, then aishah pulled him away. HAHAHA, then he give the super sad and gong face. then he stared at trixilea and was moving towards her. HAHAHAHA okok, about joanna's friends. i dno how, i started dancing with 4 of those ah bengs, and then one of the donaldson guy started dancing with me. after 15 minutes, they push me to another ah beng, and then donaldson held my sex band and ask if he could have one, i was like doing the punching him action, then he tickled my chin. i'z like, oh geez. fack man fack. if only i was 18, i could have been more mature to avoid all these undies parties. but, everyone have to complete each level, so i cannot avoid it. anyways, im gonna make some travel pass like what aishah did and im gonna put im born on 1989, so my pass will have that legal date and i can enter any clubs thats 18 and above. maaaaaamaaaaa, im so greedy. everything also wna try. ): shuyi was @ zouk with alex when she's supposed to dance with me at play. hoohooo. hahaha. SHE SHOULD HAVE ASKED ME TO GOOOOOOOOOO, i so wna zouk on a halloween. fish. fish. fish. :D shuyi i love you, im gonna dance with you soon. we so miss each other worhzxz. i miss chyna and friends too! damn, why must MOS be down. though its not the best club in sg, its so far the best for us lil undies. hahaha. i miss that place.

Thing i have to achieve/get:
promote to secondary 5
burn the belly and turn them to abs and pacs
get all scars off my body
full body waxing
eyebrow shaping @ lil india
highlight hair like daphane!
2 more helix, 1 mid carti, 1 more tragus, 2 conches & maybe 2 anti-tragus
right monroe (madonna)
snakebites
septum piercin
inverse navel piercing
braces for upper middle 4 teeth so i'll look like a cute bunny
many many tongue and navel studs.
Nikon or sony camera
ipod gen 4
sony ericsson c905
tattoos tattoos tattoos

2008-11-02T00:21:00.001+08:00

AMOS NG AH AMOS NG!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO EUU :D:D
im gonna see you tmr muahahahahaa.

Life goes on ~side D~ - CHEMISTRY

:D:D, this my side! hahahaa. famous amos! cosplay soon. xP

2008-10-31T23:33:00.002+08:00

i feel guilty, but i cannot go on like this. i have to live my life according to my own wishes. sigh, why must people make life so difficult. or rather, why must life be so difficult.
damn, had a boring day at escape. didnt get to take pics with the mascots, didnt get to sit all the rides i want. this is the fucking first time i went to escape so late and left so early. i miss go karting at night. night go kartin is like, farkin high. you feel like you have all the freedom just by driving it at night. vikin' wasnt opened, rainbow wasnt opened. the only thing that was fun is the haunted house. then i totally mood out cuz nobody is accompanying me to get the wet & wild ride or go kart or 360. damn, i wasted 12 hours of my life. if only i didnt have work tmr, i'd have gone to escape alone again tmr mornin man. zzz, im missing all the fun i should have. why why why. why is god so unfair. i farking want freedom.

TRICK OR TREAT? OR ME :D

2008-10-31T07:37:00.006+08:00

im goin to ESCAPE later for 'Hell'oween! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!
i got nothing much to say about the night before's party @ play cuz its yet another boring one for me cuz nothing much interesting happened. haha. of course, the music rocked, the crowd rocked. but i fucking sucked. cuz at around 1 am, i nearly fainted. you know why? ahhh, you guys wouldnt wna know. tsk, i was bloody hell wearing heels, then of course im taller than some of the people around me, in fact, majority of it. all the ah bengs head were like around my nose and then i had to lift up my head for air. LOL! erms, yea. i was FUCKING SUFFOCATING AND I SWEAR I REALLY REALLY WAS GIDDY. it cant be because of the alcohol i had with aishah outside 7-11 because its only fucking 11%. but, i drank it with an empty stomach, that is maybe why i got so weak. at that moment, i was like what, giddy? hungry? half excited half dno wtf im doing? so fucking GOD DAMN BREATHLESS. PLUS PLUS, for the first time, i got my calves cramping like mad. the heels lah the heels. i had 4 bleeding blisters too. urgh! okok enough of that day. back to the present....
i had a nightmare. cuz amelia said that we may be going to mathilda's house at punggol. i've seen it, yes i did. and i could remember that freaking scene. okok, and then we went there in a big group, and then was already opposite the house at the roadside. we were hesitating whether to head to the house or not. and then two big dogs appeared and we were fucking scared and ran towards the LRT station. cuz its like a 10 minutes walking distance or something, i couldnt remember. run and run, amelia and some guy froze one by one. we tried pulling them, but failed to cuz i think they were stucked to the ground or something. and they were fucking white. you imagine, amelia so fucking fair already, add on with that ghostly pale light skin. WHATTHEFISH. then i was crying and we continued running back to the station. then we actually managed to run to the MRT station and took the escalator up and sat in a circle, hoping that no monsters no fish no ghosts no sharks or whatthefuckever comes running after us. aiyah. shut that dream up. i hope it dont come true since i've said it out. hahahahaha.

im gonna make pasta for momma later at around 8 or 8.30 and then im gonna prepare and get to amelia's house at 12. escape will be fun today!

IS ANYONE I KNOW GOING? PLEASE FUCKING CALL MY CELL IF YOU'RE FUCKING GOING CUZ I WANT 'MERRIER' < my friend, the MORE. -.- wtf was i saying okokokok. THE MORE THE MERRIER YO! WOOOOHOOO. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

omg, i just received a message from levan from the band 'astroninja'. he asked me out for a drink! omg how cool is that. man, im just too young so im gon give that up ): shitzu.

OH YEAH, i remembered some interesting scenes that happened on a7x's concert. okok, when we were queuing outside the hall, somebody brought up a banner and showed it to the tv station's camera that wrote, " a7x, SHOW ME YOUR GENITALS". we were like omgzxz. hahaha, then went in to the hall, waiting for a7x, somebody blew a condom balloon and let it fly above us, and gavin caught it and burst it. -.- ahhh, about lingeries flying....too common. arghahahahaha.

i aint sick no more HOMIES!

2008-10-29T14:25:00.005+08:00

eyy wassup dawgs.
am gonna go to tm to get my studs, wear those, and then go find joanna and co at which i dno where. okok. i cant wait for the party tonight! urgh i hope ...................................................................................... F5 :@ yucks. EWW!
awwkay, im gon go prepare right now so yaw guys take care.

sickeddysuckeddyfickeddyfackeddyfuck.

2008-10-28T17:46:00.004+08:00

im gon get my inverse navel piercing and snakebite real soon after i get my pay! :D:D:D SNAKE SNAKE BITE BITE SNAKE BITE SNAKE! ARGHS. shall i get both conches done too? i bet its gonna be so facking painful. ): PIERCINGS PIERCINGS. argh.

those cool and limpid green eyes, a pool wherein my love lies, you fucking rock MATT! wly!

PYREXIA/PYRETOS/FEBRIS/AGUE? 100.4F++!

2008-10-28T03:08:00.005+08:00

from perfectly normal fahrenheit (i was wanting to convert those celsius to fahrenheit but i dont know how. I KNOW THAT NICK. xD) to 39.4 c to 38.1 c and its not dropping! urgh, i hope this will leave me by tmr. i wna enjoy my party on wednesday like #@$^%&%$#@!. FUCK i used 2 fucking boxes of tissue paper. want me take pic of that whole bag of used wipes? urgh! my arm is aching! my head is aching! my heart is aching! my face is aching! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH. bang bang.

PARAMNESIA

2008-10-27T04:16:00.005+08:00

im getting so many freaking deja vu recently. am i gonna die or what? + somehow my memory is deteriorating badly and im really worried. low blood pressure? though i love the feeling of fainting, i dont want it to happen often. my first experience of fainting during Sec 1 was so embarrassing but, wow. i laid flat onto the floor after having a major stomachache during marikita and made the whole school shocked. muahahahaa. attention attention. 2nd was worst, fainted in the middle of the road. all because of mummy's fault! i told her that i cmi to the hawker to eat lunch with her already, she didnt take my words seriously and even said, nevermind one lah, eat already then i bring you go see doc. then there i bam bam bam. i swear i couldnt control my bladder, and it was such an embarrassing moment. all the fucking cars didnt even stop to help my mum. ARGH, inconsiderate ppl in sg. puii. okay, why am i talking about the past. i need injections, piercings, PAIN! cant wait to pierce that inverse navel and finish piercing my ear holes. muahahahaha. im gonna tattoo below my collar bones a heart with some swirly thingy, dno when! im so fucking stressed right now, i dno why. im so fucking hungry, so fucking want to dance, so fucking want to sing, so fucking want to cry, so fucking want to do whatever i can do. i need a hug a kiss :( XOXOXOXO. okay im mad. AHAHHAHAAHAHAHHAHA.

I CANT WAIT FOR HALLOWEEN EVE'S NIGHT PARTY @ PLAY CLUB!
where's my wizardo?

2008-10-25T20:35:00.006+08:00

i swear i've got more than words to say about last night's performance. it wasnt enough, that satisfaction. it ended with half excitement, and hoshit, leaving the other half with dissapointment. but still, avenged sevenfold freaking rules. seriously, it will never leave my mind, it was so memorable. it was such a waste that they didnt play songs from diamonds in the rough or their cover's of pantera or iron maiden. we know about their new songs, why didnt they guys play it. fucking wasted 1 hour of ours. i knew that they'd play gunslinger and unholy confessions, i was ready for it (:.
congratulations to yayapapaya who got a7x's autographs and to take pictures with matt, johnny and brian! it was so fucking cool. i love them, i love them.
congratulations to NISHA!, you got the first song right. it was so exciting when they played critical acclaim right! the piano was fucking hell awesome. OMGOODNESS, why didnt they have fire and the paper thingy. shit. im really lookin forward for their next performance in singapore, which i dno when it will be, but i hope it'll be next year.

"So how does it feel to know that someone's kid in the heart of America
Has blood on their hands, fighting to defend your rights?
So you can maintain the lifestyle that insults his family's existence
Well, where I'm from we have a special salute we aim high in the air
Towards all those pompous assholes who spend their days pointing fingers
FUCK YOU
Shh... quiet, you might piss somebody off
Like the heartbeat of this country when antagonized too long
I'll be damned if you count me in
As part of your generous hypocrisy collecting enemies"

Avenged Sevenfold :
Critical Acclaim
Afterlife
Almost Easy
Gunslinger
A lil piece of heaven
Scream

City of Evil:
Beast and the harlot
Seize the day
Bat country

Waking The Fallen:
Unholy Confession [SURPRISING (:]

( i think i missed out a few songs -.-)

what they should have played:
Betrayed
Blinded in chains
Burn it Down
Chapter 4
Clairvoyant disease
Crossroads
Dancing Dead
Dear God
Demons
The Fight
Flash of the Blade cover
Girl I know
I Wont See You Tonight Part 1!
Lost (did they play this?, it sounded familiar)
MIA( did they play this too? lol)
Second Heartbeat
Tension
Until The End
Warmness On The Soul
Walk

[Singapore's SPIRIT!]

Happy Birthday Nicholas Newnes!

2008-10-22T22:39:00.006+08:00

brother saltie, i guess we've known each other for about 2 years already yea? haha, this is your second birthday since i've met you but couldnt get to celebrate it with you this year. ): i'll have to thank maple alot cuz i've found such a wonderful online friend, it feels great! remember the first time i've met you at orchard mrt? walk around and to my papa's but found that its closed? mac together and i dropped my drink? haha. then 2nd time at tampines mall with ian that -.- lame ass. we were at the stairs thinking of how to prank call people haha ya. 3rd time was when we watched death note 2 together isit? was it then we got our nickname as popcorn sweetie & saltie?? ahhaa. and then your birthday with celene and that bastard jason @ nydc. oh yeah! THEN Enchanted together isit? hahah. when else, yea sakae sushi? :D and then the worst part had to come, the day you went away for canada. sadness, i was so touched by those 2 long msgs that you've sent me before taking off. i think i havent do enough for you yet. havent got you anything except that death note book. haha. i miss you lah bro. do come back soon and i swear we must do something else more fun! i wna see you taller than me soon! too bad i didnt have your number or address so i could call or send you a mail :( give it to me soon.
i love you popcorn~ you're older today than yesterday but younger than tomorrow, Happy Birthday! xoxoxo! ^.^

P.S: amelia says happy birthday to you too! (:

Ill be missing you - P.diddy & Faith Evans